Lately I've had the most retarded craving for chocolate ever. I got some today and I was super happy plz (even though I'm fat enough as it is and shouldn't be eating stuff like that XD). And I mean, it was just some "God, I want chocolate :T" sort of thing. It was more like "JESUS CHRIST AKLDGHASLDGKH CHOCOLATE! I NEED IT NAOW! OR I'M GOING TO GO KILL SOMEONE FROM INSANITY!!! ;A;" My mom thought it was because I was about to go on my period, that couldn't be the case, because right before I go through the bitchy period phase of the month (or year in my case), I am a TOTAL bitch, have horrible cramps BEFORE the actual damn period, and crave odd foods that I normally don't eat like steak and pork chops. (brb grabbing some octopus )

But I think the real reason for my odd need to have chocolate, was because I needed something to calm down my out of control emotions. It's about Graduation, which is on the 22nd. I'm sad, terrified, and happy, along with other random emotions thrown together, about this topic. Sad because I'm leaving behind the largest group of people I've known. Most of the people I've known in my class for TEN YEARS! I'm terrified because I'm just flat out partially worried about money and other certain things for college; and finally, I'm happy just to be getting the fuck out of my high school.

Ah...whatever. Going to go continue to munch on my octopus...and chocolate...and yummy salad that my mommy made me...

I'M GOING TO MISS MY MOMMY WHEN I LEAVE

BAWWWWWWWWWWWWW ;3;